My Story


My mom and I have always been close, always had a special relationship. On September 2 I got a call that forever changed my life. My mom had collapsed at church and was being taken via ambulance to the hospital. A few hours later I got another call, this time my best friend telling me how serious things were. Within three hours my coworkers had me on a plane (at zero cost to me!) and by 6 pm that night I was at my mom's side.

After three days in the ICU it was determined that because of how long her brain had gone without oxygen, she likely wouldn't wake up. On September 5th we made the most difficult decision to let her go peacefully. It was something she had talked about so we were sure it was what she would have wanted us to do.

My wonderful mother passed peacefully on September 6 at 6:10 am. She is already missed so much.

This blog is my journey through the grieving process. Hopefully that will keep my regular daily blog a little less depressing.

On this blog I will share some of my daily grief emails and also songs, poems and pictures that touch my heart. Hopefully this will help someone, but if nothing else, it helps me.

Thursday, March 31, 2022

Slow Down

  This post is from Jennifer Duke's Lee's facebook page. I found it important enough to share here: 

You know what used to annoy the daylights out of me? 

When someone would tell me I needed to slow down. I mean, it really ticked me off.
 
I wanted to tell them, "Do you have any idea what my life is like? I can't afford to slow down!"

But then I realized I couldn't afford NOT to slow down. Hurry was ruining my life, making me edgy, sick, unsatisfied, and probably not very fun to be around.
 
I didn't even know any of that, because hurry and hustle are so normalized in our culture.

But how is any of this  "normal?"
 
Working after hours shouldn't be "normal."

Checking our phones first thing in the morning shouldn't be "normal."

Missing the wonders of what God is doing all around us shouldn't be "normal."

Building mini-empires shouldn't be "normal."

A life without margin shouldn't be "normal."

Feeling dissatisfied with our progress shouldn't be "normal."

Always believing we're falling behind shouldn't be "normal."

Go Big or Go Home?? NOPE. That should NOT be normal!

Friends, it's time to normalize a different way of life.

In the midst of my wild experiment of embracing slowness, Jesus smashed my long-cherished ideas of "growth" into a million pieces.

A Growing Slow life gives you what your heart really longs for: permission to take a beat and to take a breath; grace to try again; courage to walk instead of run; and space to live in the astonishing and wild love of Christ.

Let's do this. Ready, set, SLOW.

 JDL // Save for a time when you need a reminder that you’re allowed to grow slow.






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